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Post by Edward Cullen on Jan 30, 2009 1:32:48 GMT -5
Edward was glad to know that Alice was going to do what he needed her to do and that was for her not tell anyone else the real reason behind him leaving. A part of him felt ashamed that he had to leave his own d**n family because of a meer human girl driving him completely insane. Edward bit lightly at his bottom lip then sighed out a bit before he spoke "Do--Don't tell anyone the real reason why I left, please?" he had that pleading look and sound to his voice once again. He started to think of what she could tell them, maybe that he was missing Denali to much and wanted to go see it and just couldn't wait til everyone was home to announce it or something to that sort.
Edward stared a bit towards the other vampire in front of him, hoping that Alice would lie for him, hoping that'd she keep everything that just happened only moments ago between the two of them and no one else "I.." he started, but stopped and shook his head and looked away from her "I feel so ashamed of myself, Alice." he spoke out softly and quietly. Edward really did, he hated that he wasn't able to control himself; in the many years that he has been alive, he'd never had this much problems with one human, why did one have to come along now and make things so d**n hard for him.
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Post by Alice Cullen on Jan 30, 2009 20:52:16 GMT -5
Alice thought about Edward's request only for a moment before nodding her head. Though she hated lying to her family, she would lie for her family, and Edward was her brother so she could lie to the rest of her family for him. "Okay Edward, I promise I won't tell them...." She could understand why Edward wouldn't want them to know what was going on with him. He didn't want them to know how weak he was right now. Images flashed before Alice's eyes, temporarily blinding her from the real world. She saw what she would use as a lie to tell her family and she saw that they would believe her. She snapped back to attention and looked back at her brother with a small reassuring smile on her face, he would be able to make it through this.
Alice nodded her head and looked at her brother sympathetically while placing a comforting hand on his shoulder. "Don't feel so ashamed Edward. We all struggle controlling ourselves sometimes and have to get away." She tried to comfort her big brother the best she could and hoped it would work. She couldn’t stand to see him so tormented.
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Post by Edward Cullen on Feb 3, 2009 23:40:17 GMT -5
He gave his sister a smile and was glad that she was willing to go out on a limb for him and lie to the rest of their family for him. Edward knew he could count on Alice for being there for him and helping him out whenever he needed something. He had noticed the gazed look upon Alice's face and gave a grin, knowing that the girl had probably seen what lie she would be using to keep where Edward was going a secret "Thank you, Alice." and he meant it.
Edward felt the hand on his shoulder and glanced slightly up towards Alice, with an ashamed look upon his face "I know, Alice, but.." he shook his head and sighed "I know I've gone after humans before, but I was, well..young." he looked away from Alice once more and stared off towards a wall and bit lightly at his bottom lip some "But, I've never felt this way before.." he half smiled as he looked at Alice and laughed with no humor "I guess I know how Jasper feels, then. But, he does have you to keep him grounded." he knew that much; Alice did help Jasper a lot when it came to him being hungry, especially spending hours a day around humans.
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Post by Alice Cullen on Feb 22, 2009 20:07:14 GMT -5
ooc;;sorry i disappeared for like ever...i had a lot of stuff i shouldn't of had to deal with going on...i'm back now though!!!
Alice nodded at her brother with her usual happy, bubbly smile on her face. "Of course Edward, what good sister wouldn't help out her big brother?" She smiled up at him. She wouldn't always be able to lie to her family for him, but she could do it this once...An understanding look came to her face as Edward explained her her why he felt ashamed. They could all relate to not liking the feeling of being a newborn. Especially Jasper, it hadn't ever really been easy for him she knew, she also knew that if she hadn't ever met him he probably wouldn't have made the choice to stop killing humans. The thought of Jasper made a soft smile come to her face. She loved him so much and was happy to know that he loved her enough to change his whole lifestyle and stick with the new one even when it was extremely difficult. "At least you haven't felt like this your whole life.....When are you planning to leave? Soon I'm guessing?"
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Post by Edward Cullen on Feb 23, 2009 12:30:13 GMT -5
OOC: it's okay. you're back now!!! [:
Edward smiled down at Alice, he was thankful to have such a sister like her. He was positive if he went to Rose or even to his brother's, they wouldn't be so caring as the pixie-girl is. Though, he was sure Jasper would be very understanding about it, but he felt that Alice would be able to tell them all in some way that it wouldn't seem like such a horrible thing of him leaving. Edward pulled away from his thoughts as Alice spoke to him once more "I'm leaving tonight." he told her "Before anyone else get's home." the boy hated that he would be leaving so soon, but it needed to be done.
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Post by Alice Cullen on Feb 23, 2009 21:06:26 GMT -5
Alice frowned slightly when Edward said that he was leaving that night. She didn't know how she was going to lie to Jasper about this. She hated not telling him things and he could read her so well even without his gift of feeling others emotions. She might just have to tell him that she couldn't tell him what was bothering her. It might be a bit of a shock to him though, there was pretty much nothing that she wasn't willing to tell him she was going to feel bad about lying to him....She looked up at Edward, the happy spark in her eyes dimmed a bit, but she tried to keep her happy look up, Edward didn't need to feel any worse about leaving than he already did. "Do you want me to help you pack?" She would probably try anyways, she had to make sure her brother still had good fashion sense while he was gone to visit their Alaskan friends. Alice will be Alice.
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Post by Edward Cullen on Feb 23, 2009 21:14:48 GMT -5
Edward was happy to hear that Alice was willing to help him pack the rest of his things, though, he knew the reason she was wanting to was to make sure he still had some what of a fashion sense while away. It caused a laugh to come from his mouth "You just want to make sure I still stay fashionable." he told he with a small smirk then lead her up the stairs to his room "Come on. I could always use the help." he told her.
When they reached his room, Edward opened the door and stepped inside, glancing around for a moment, before going over to grab a few suitcases, laying them down on his bed and opened them up to. He frowned slightly as he went over to his closet and opened it up and shook his head, as he looked towards Alice "I might as well allow you to do the honors." he told her, as he stepped away.
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Post by Alice Cullen on Feb 23, 2009 22:17:16 GMT -5
Alice smiled innocently as her brother accused her of just wanting to make sure that he was dressed well, not that it wasn't true. "Whatever gave you that idea?" Alice flitted after her brother and up the stairs that led to the floor that held all of their bedrooms. When they entered Edward's room Alice stood by his black leather couch and watched him pull out a few suit cases. She wasn't expecting him to let her do most of his packing, seeing as she had the tendency to go crazy and over pack. Imagine her excitement when Edward stepped aside and offered to let her do the packing. She beamed and bounced up and down while clapping lightly. "Yay!" Alice pretty much flew over to his closet and started shuffling through his clothes. She shook her head as she flipped through some of his shirts. "How long has it been since you went shopping? When you get back we are going shopping..." She finally found the first shirt that she liked, she held it in one hand while the other pulled out a pair of blue jeans. She held them up together and looked at them for a moment before darting over to a suitcase and folding them neatly, placed them in it. As she continued to dart around his room and pick out needed items and outfits she asked, "So, tell me again about how long you are thinking you'll be gone?" She could see that he wouldn't be gone to terribly long, but the exact date was still undecided so it was fuzzy and hard to see when he would be back....
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Post by Edward Cullen on Feb 23, 2009 23:51:07 GMT -5
Edward decide to take her seat upon the black leather couch and watched Alice go over to his closet and had to hold back a laugh as she shook her head at some of his clothes, it wasn't his fault he wasn't a girl like Alice is and didn't care for the need of the top of the fashion clothes that she always went and got for all of them. He groaned slightly and shook his head "You can go and do it for me while I'm gone. You know I hate it." he told her with a slight grimace on his face at even the thought of going shopping with Alice. The girl always did seem to go crazy and over board with it all.
The boy watched her flit around his bedroom, grabbing the needed things he would need while gone. He sighed slightly at her question and gave a small shrug "I'm not sure, Alice." he admitted to her "I just need enough time to clear my mind. Get things straightened out before I.." he cut his words short and Edward bit at his bottom lip and looked away from Alice and stared out at one of the long windows that occupied his bedroom and sighed a bit.
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Post by Alice Cullen on Feb 24, 2009 22:20:39 GMT -5
Alice smirked at her brothers opposition to shopping with her. She turned to face him with a little pouty expression on her face. "Eddie, are you really going to make your weak little sister carry all of her bags?" Even though she was far from weak, who said she really wanted to carry her own bags, and shopping was always more fun with someone else around, even if they felt she was torturing them. Alice turned back away from her brother and continued packing, still waiting for his answer, she would convince him eventually...Maybe she could get him with wanting to spend time with him after his trip because she was going to miss him so much.
Alice paused her flitting for a moment and lowered the outfit she was looking at a bit. She threw a glance over her shoulder at him before looking at her outfit she had picked out again. "It'll be fine Edward. Everything will work itself out eventually..." She advised her brother. She didn't need her power to see that he wasn't going to kill this girl. He was to determined not to kill her, and he was stronger than he thought himself to be. Alice went back to doing one of the things she did best. She was a little more than half done already.
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Post by Edward Cullen on Feb 24, 2009 22:55:25 GMT -5
Edward frowned a bit towards his sister's words and shook his head at her, knowing well enough that the girl could handle more than enough bags than any other over crazed shopping girl that Alice would ever encounter. He sighed a bit and then gave her a smile "Okay, okay, Alice. When I come back, I will go on a shopping spree with you. I won't like it, but I'll do it." he told her with his smile going into his crooked one.
The boy listened to Alice's comforting words, he knew it wasn't a vision she was having that was having her to tell him that, but she seemed to have a good feeling about it. Edward himself felt that maybe he would eventually be strong enough to control the monster inside of him to not want to lash out towards Bella and attack her every time the girl only just blushed..cut it out Edward. this is not the time nor place. he told himself mentally, as he let out another small sigh then turned back to look towards Alice, giving her a small smile "Thanks Alice." he told her, as he watched her continue on with packing his things.
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